Motivation

When I have nothing to do for a long period of time, it makes me think about my purpose in life. This sounds depressing, but it really does. I don't know where my life is going to end up, I really need some determination to follow my dreams, but motiation has never been my strong point.

Anyway, since I have been signed off college (Beginning of June :/) I have been doing... NOTHING. Just the same old stuff.. most days are lazy days because I can't get to the places that I want to go because I have no driving license. But hopefully, (touch wood) I pass my test which I booked yesterday. It's still ages away but I've only had 23 hours of lessons, so by the time my test is, I should be ready for it. If I don't pass, it means MORE money and MORE time not being able to do what I want. Also, having no travel means having no job. Having no job means having no money, even though my mum gives me some every now and then. But I don't like doing that, because I do feel quite bad and would actually like some indepence!

Today my day consisted of:
Logging onto my Twitter account and trying to work out how the HELL i use it.

Washing my hair.. because I'm so lazy and only do it every 3/4 days... I know it sounds skanky but you trying having thick, long, annoying hair and the effort that has to be put it to blow dry it, let alone straighten it because it can't just be left naturally, i look like i've been dragged through a hedge backwards.

Watching TV. doesn't need to be explained.

Chilling out in my greg joggers which are soooo comfortable.

Going out with my friend who brought her first car today! (in my grey joggers)

And now writing this. Tomorrow will consist of a 2 hour driving lesson at 9 in the morning and then nothing afterwards.

Oh how boring my life is at the moment, I really wish I was back at college, socialising everyday instead of having all this poxy free time!